How long in the work of the heart should you play such a crazy game , how long will this love, this heartlessness, this needlessness, how long will this endure, how long will you say, O God, how long in life, the myth of the futility of the absurd life and the absurd world, the turning of the wheel of that empty time, that spring and this absurd autumn, whatever is found and hidden in such absurdity, what do I want from the world from the crazy heart? I am disgraced, what will I be drunk with, I will not know the secret again, I will not stay in the night of my love until dawn, I am the hero of this old story of love and madness, and I will not read it again.